another day, another dollar

so yesterday, i was at the labor board delivering permits and came out to find a boot on my car. fucking sweeeeeeet. my registration was a week overdue and i had some parking tickets i hadn't taken care of. it was lovely. made for a great day.

while i was sitting in the labor board, i texted tony, "i need a vacation". the events that proceeded said text REALLY rang true just 10 minutes later.

i am tired. i am tired of waking to an alarm, tired of always being on the go, tired of being tired. right now, my schedule is full. on the couple nights a week i have to myself, i spend time on the computer, playing with my pictures. it is a blessing, cause without my photography i think i might go a little nuts. which for me usually means a big "fuck you" to responsibility and a hardcore slump of depression. i can't be depressed right now. i am too busy to be depressed.

thankfully tony had a little money saved up and we were able to take care of the car issues without a problem. one of these days i will be a grown up and able to fulfill my responsibilities without having to run to my honey, or my folks, or my boss and ask to be bailed out once again. it is annoying. i feel like i am a rodent on a wheel. going through the motions, but not getting anywhere. but then, when i feel down, i have to look at things from a new perspective. at least i have a job, a home, a car.......

tonight we are possibly going to my darling friend alex's new pad for a bbq. i miss her. she was working for the past month on the new porno "pirates" movie and i feel like it's been forever since i have seen her. it should be a good time, although i am a little bummed about missing "the biggest loser". i know, lame.

i get the film of holly back today. it's always good to have things to look foward to.

the cock getting a foot job by melanie.

happy cock.